It has been a long time since I have written, and a lot has happened. It is only a month and a week until I leave Perth Australia. What an adventure it has been and that is what I asked for, so, once again Universe, thank you for listening. And I'm sure there is a new adventure ahead, closer than I think. The fact that I don't know where my next paycheck is coming from has been weighing on my mind a lot lately. I've always had my life planned - I like to be in control. But I guess in reality we are never really in control, because we never really know what's going to happen next.
I am so grateful for my experiences here; for whom I met, for how I've grown. This is life experience that cannot be bought or sold.
Trying to stay in the moment is difficult. I have been emotional when I think about leaving. I have grown pretty close to someone here, who will be hard to leave. I have also fallen in love with this city. I love Perth. I see myself coming back here eventually, in the future. I don't want to keep waiting for the next big thing in my life. I want to learn how to enjoy now, so that I can stop this waiting game that so many people play. This is where I think a Vapassana retreat might come into play. I have options. I have choices. Don't forget that Nora.
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